They say life is not a spectator sport.
But it is.
I have watched it for quite a while now. Instead of acting, I view everyday life from a distance, careful not to put myself in any uncomfortable situations.
Don't talk unless first spoken to. Do what's expected. Nothing more, nothing less.
Everyone has had their social groups, and have had them since long before I entered the picture. I think that it's best I go unnoticed, that no one cares. Then I can go about my day, not feeling the need to please anyone, even though they won't care anyways.
Yes, perhaps high school life isn't what I'd anticipated it to be. Then again, perhaps I've sabotaged myself.